I resent him so much
So much to the point that I can pretend that I love him and care for him
I don't have any feelings left and only the bad memories stay
I wish nothing but the worst for him
I want his life to be more miserable than mine and he shall feel what I've felt
All the burdens will be carried by him alone.
No one will care for him and love him like I did.
New people in his life would all leave him with bad scars
Scars that made him realise it is his karma and he should not be complaining about it.
He will go through living this lifetime feeling dead and empty, with no one or nothing to help him fill his empty heart and boring life.
Everyday feels like a torture to him but he doesn't have the gut to end his life not because of sin but because he feels like his existence is useless, so useless that if he dies, he will burden people around him
Especially his family, for doing the funeral ceremony. 
He will die alone and his death and presence will be forgotten.
His remaining family does not bother to visit him.
His grave will be left unattended.

~ Words from a human whose grudge is bigger than its own faith ( holding grudge will only disturb your peace but forgiving is never easy ; this poem can be vice versa )

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I resent him so much
So much to the point that I can pretend that I love him and care for him
I don't have any feelings left and only the bad memories stay
I wish nothing but the worst for him
I want his life to be more miserable than mine and he shall feel what I've felt
All the burdens will be carried by him alone.
No one will care for him and love him like I did.
New people in his life would all leave him with bad scars
Scars that made him realise it is his karma and he should not be complaining about it.
He will go through living this lifetime feeling dead and empty, with no one or nothing to help him fill his empty heart and boring life.
Everyday feels like a torture to him but he doesn't have the gut to end his life not because of sin but because he feels like his existence is useless, so useless that if he dies, he will burden people around him
Especially his family, for doing the funeral ceremony. 
He will die alone and his death and presence will be forgotten.
His remaining family does not bother to visit him.
His grave will be left unattended.

~ Words from a human whose grudge is bigger than its own faith ( holding grudge will only disturb your peace but forgiving is never easy ; this poem can be vice versa )

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