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من حقك ترفض أي شي
مو مناسب الك، علمود راحتك النفسية
وهذي أبداً مو أنانية مهما حاولوا الناس
يقنعوك بعكس هالشي .

لم يعد مهمًا ما يظنّه الأهل و الأصدقاء.
يقول عزيزي پيسوا،
" العالم مخلوقٌ لمن لا إحساسَ له، الشرط الأساسي لعيش الإنسان في هذا العالم يتمثل في غياب الإحساس " ،
فأنا لا أريد مشاركة أية أفكار أو مشاعر مع الآخرين،
لم أحصل على شيءٍ منهم سوى الفوضى والخراب و تضاعف في الأفكار السلبية.
أما عن ماضيي فقد كنت ميّتة فيه من الأساس،
و كل مافعلته سابقًا كان في سبيل الحصول على بعض الحب و الأمان و الذي لم أحصل عليه، لذا فهو ميّت أيضًا.
كانت تبدو عليَّ البلاهة دائمًا بسبب إعتقادي بأنني أتعامل مع كائنات مُترَفة و نقيّة،
لكن الآن لا أرى البشر إلّا أشياء قبيحة لا جدوى منها و أتعامل معهم على هذا الأساس.
لم أعد أرغب بأن أكون أي شيءٍ لأحد أو معَ أحد، أنا الكل بالكل.
إن أراد أحدهم محاسبتي، فليحاسبني على ما أنا عليه الآن و ليس على ما كنته في السابق.

مَهمَا تَوارَى الحُلمُ في عَيني
وَأرقني الأجَلْ
مَازِلتُ ألمحُ في رَمادِ العُمْرِ
شَيئًا من أمَلْ
فَغدًا ستنْبتُ في جَبينِ الأُفْقِ
نَجماتٌ جَديدةْ
وَغدًا ستُورِقُ في لَيالي الحزْنِ
أيَّامٌ سَعيدةْ
وغدًا أراك عَلى المدَى
شَمْسًا تُضئْ ظلامَ أيَّامي
وإنْ كانتْ بعيدة.
— فاروق جويدة.

حامد بأغنية "Taxi" يگول :

"فيك تسوق ياإما تِنساق بيرجَعلك الخيار"

عزيزي حامد كلما احاول اسوق ، مشاعري تخليني أنساق
So should I kill them?

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مرحبا، ألم تعرفني؟
لقد كنا أصدقاء حينما كنت تحتاجني .

‏"أعاني من حالات وحشية مضطربة لبعض الوقت، أشعر فيها بالإشمئزاز المزمن من كل شيء ومن كل شخص"

‏{إِنَّ اللَّهَ يُبَشِّرُكِ}

أنتِ الأحباب ..

مبدأ العادات والتقاليد ينص على:
‏أن البشر الذين ماتوا قبل مئات الأعوام
‏لا يزالوا يعرفوا مصلحتك أكثر منك.

بالغتُ في ردَّاتِ أفعالي لعلهُم يفسحونَ لها المجال، و منحتُ مشاعري بُعدًا دراميًّا مسرحيًّا بأفراطٍ لعلها تصبح مَرئية أو مُقدرة أو يتمُ أعتبارا يومًا هُناك؛
وحينَها فقط كانوا ينظرُون إليَّ، لَم يكونوا يرونَني إلا في نوباتِ الهستِيرية، لَم يكُن صوتي مسموعًا إلا في حالةِ الصُراخ، و لم يكُن وجودي مُقدرًا إلا في نوباتِ التحطيمِ و الإنتحاب، حينَها فقط، كانوا ينصتُونَ جميعًا.

سَيَهْدِيهِمْ وَيُصْلِحُ بَالَهُمْ